----
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我的世界除了你之外,再也沒有其他光線存在過.....
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我知道
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名為你的救援
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是捧著我生命痛苦的一部份
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獨一無二的那雙手
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----
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金碩珍看著沾滿血紅的刀片,嘴角勾起了一絲虛弱的微笑
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"南俊阿,對不起.....我...愛你。"
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幾近是用氣音講出這段最後的言語
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金碩珍閉上眼,孱弱的心跳頑強得跳著
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再睜開,望著窗外皎潔的滿月
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[願滿月聖潔的光,洗淨你的傷痛與疲憊,引領你平安快樂的,到達人生的終點]
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他這樣祈禱著
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這次他緩緩地、輕柔地閉上靜如水潭的眼
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唯一一次,也是最後一次
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放任自己
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墜落在深淵的黑暗
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----
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金南俊獨自走在回家的路上
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披著夜色映著黑,讓刺骨的夜風沖淡刺鼻的煙草和酒味
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也讓自己清醒
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自從金碩珍跟他提分手後
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這已經是不知道第幾個夜晚
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流連在那個金碩珍討厭的
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充滿菸草、酒及虛幻的地方
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金南俊苦笑
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到底為什麼
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他會那樣狠下心
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拒他於門外
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----果然承諾都是不可信的
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"當初那些數百次的愛
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數百次的約定
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什麼都不是
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是嗎?金碩珍
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所以對你來說,我和這世界上的70多億人口是一樣的
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沒有特別存在的意義
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是嗎?"
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那時的他這樣問
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"是......"
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心狠狠得刺痛了
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"那麼就分手吧,我不會再來找你了.....你......要好好的過"
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當初的他,沒有勇氣再去直視那人一直靜如水潭的雙眸
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他怕
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怕他從裡面露出徹徹底底的失望
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但他不知道的是
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那雙眼睛那時
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泛著那樣不尋常的波動阿
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只要他肯看一眼
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即使一眼就好
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他就能發現金碩珍眼裡流露的悲傷與苦澀
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----
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傾聽我的心跳聲吧
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不是正在竭力的呼喚你嗎
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在這樣漆黑的地方
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你是如此的閃耀
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----
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"胃癌晚期"
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金碩珍的清澈的眼眸中泛起了一絲清波
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"很抱歉,但是目前的情況看來,即使動手術將腫瘤切除,也有百分之七十的機率會轉移到其他細胞組織,而且您的癌細胞轉移到食道,我們希望以藥物及化療來減緩一些病症"
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看著手上一大包藥
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金碩珍第一時間想到的
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是金南俊
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[他怎麼辦?
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如果我走了,如果我不在他身邊了
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那個像孩子一樣笑著鬧著哭著得金南俊
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還會存在嗎?]
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苦笑
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有什麼辦法呢?
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[好像
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也只能讓你離開我對吧
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你...會好好活著對吧
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你一定要好好活著
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我的決定才會有意義......
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所以金南俊
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好好活著吧
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只要你好好活著
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就是我最大的心願了]
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----
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從那天開始
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金碩珍開始疏遠金南俊
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在他用低沉的嗓音問自己
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"要一起去吃飯嗎?"
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忍著痛告訴他
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"下午有事情,抱歉"
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然後不捨地聽著他有些失望的話語
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----
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拯救我
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我也無法抓住我自己.....
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----
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分手的那一天
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天空藍的有些過分
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自從去醫院拿藥被告知胃癌晚期開始
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金碩珍整天都必須待在家
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以防隨時襲來的嘔吐感
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有時根本一天都不會有胃口吃東西
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看到食物就是一陣噁心感
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終於那天
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一個月的藥吃完了
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金碩珍告訴自己
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是時候該放手了
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再挽留下去
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只會影響到他的人生
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於是他狠下心
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關上門後
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他撥電話
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"玧其....."
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"我跟他分手了"
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"然後,我要走了"
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閔玧其意外的並沒有阻止自己
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也是
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阻止的話就不像閔玧其了
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告訴他自己安排好的一切後續
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包括要一年之後再告訴金南俊自己的死訊
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以及自己寫給他的一封信
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"玧其,謝謝"
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"恩,我會替你好好盯著他"
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"你也要好好活著喔,別讓我在天上還擔心你們"
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"恩,我會跟智旻好好生活,你放心吧,也會定期去掃你的墓,你這吃貨,會幫你帶炸雞的"
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"還真是貼心"
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"知道就好"
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"哪......我走了,順便幫我跟智旻問候一聲"
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"恩.....認識你真好"
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"我也是,玧其,認識你們真好"
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"再見"
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"再見。"
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簡單的好像只是吃了一頓飯
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接著就聽到電話裡傳來一旁似乎是剛睡醒的奶音
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掛斷了電話
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躺回潔白的床上
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金碩珍細長的手指沿著柔軟的床單輕撫著
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閉上眼
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想像自己的鮮血會是怎樣的浸染純白色
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笑了
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[金碩珍,再見。不,是再也不見。]
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----
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一年後
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----
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書寫在信上的青色字體
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已經有些暈開
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金南俊跪在跟那人消失之前一樣潔白的床單旁
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眼淚已經無力再滴落
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[給:南俊
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是我不好
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沒有勇氣告訴你這件事
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你看到這封信的時候
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我已經走一年了
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這一年
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是怎麼過的呢?
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開心的?糜爛的?悲傷的?
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不管怎麼樣
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在你看到這封信之後
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我希望你好好得過生活
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算是讓我的遺願實現吧
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我得了胃癌
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檢查出來的時候已經是晚期了
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我很抱歉
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沒辦法陪你到最後
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沒辦法實現我們之間的承諾
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對不起
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可是答應我
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好好得生活
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我最開心的
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就是看到你自由自在地笑
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知道嗎
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所以答應我
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南俊
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我的世界除了你之外
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沒有別人像你一樣閃耀
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你對我
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一直都是個特別的存在
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我愛你
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我會守護你
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請你
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好好地
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活下去
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金碩珍 筆]
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太痛了
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金南俊後悔自己為什麼不好好得看著金碩珍
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讓他從自己的指尖
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像風一樣的滑走
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閔玧其拍了拍他的肩膀
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"走吧,我帶你去看看他,把眼淚擦乾,他最喜歡你笑了,不是嗎?"
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墓碑上
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這樣刻著
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<留下來,活下去>
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金南俊看著他的名字
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"我知道了,我會好好的活下去"
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----
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或許分別很痛
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但是
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如果你好好得活著
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你就會發現
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只要活著
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就可以體會到
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他留給你的
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專屬的溫柔
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----
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金南俊望著無雲的蔚藍天空
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[金碩珍,你有好好看著嗎?]
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[我在笑喔,我活得很好喔]
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[我沒有辜負你的期望喔]
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[金碩珍,謝謝你,我愛你]
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他綻開了
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他最喜歡的
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最自由的笑
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