搖晃的燈泡,
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寂靜的人群,
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不安詳的海浪聲,
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和微微的呼吸聲,
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似乎就是陪伴我走過船上五個小時的事物了。
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夜深了,
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空氣也開始稀薄了起來,
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冷颼颼的風從木板的細縫裡竄出來,
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孩子們拚命的打著噴嚏,
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而那些媽媽則是趕緊將孩子抱得更緊,
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因為她們沒有多的衣物了,
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我抱著自己,
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儘管身上有厚重的外套,
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卻依然感到寒冷,
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看著那些孩子和女人,
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穿著廉價薄紗和人工纖維製成的衣服,
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我心裡有些不捨,
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打開行李箱,
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望著裡頭的換洗衣物,
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四套,怎麼夠呢?
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怎麼夠那些可憐的孩子保暖呢?
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我為自己的無能為力而感到難過,
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雖然只有四套,
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我還是拿了起來,
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走到一個媽媽面前,
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她手上抱著看似剛出生不久的嬰兒,
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嬰兒沉沉的睡著,
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小小的拇指頭還塞在嘴裡不斷的吸吮,
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她的母親胖胖的,
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裹著紗麗的她顯得臃腫許多,
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我將一件紫色的長袖上衣蓋在嬰兒身上,
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她的母親望了我一眼,
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傻傻的看著那件上衣,
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回過神的她趕緊把我的上衣拿起來丟地上,
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對於這種不禮貌的行為我感到驚訝,
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看著那位母親憤恨的眼神,
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我感到疑惑,
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我蹲了下來,
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看著她:為什麼(英文)
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她開始指著我狂喊,
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我卻半個字也聽不懂,
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不過好像是在罵我的樣子,
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這使我惱羞成怒:不要就不要啊!兇屁啊!
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撿起上衣,
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我還想要一點尊嚴,
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昂起頭,哼了一聲走回原本的位子。
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船員走了下來,
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晚餐的香味頓時飄散在空氣中,
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晚餐,
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不豪華,
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卻也不普通
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一碗蔬菜湯,
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我緊緊的握著手裡的蔬菜湯,
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思考著等一下會不會還有別的食物,
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船員走上去了,
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我期待他會拿著一大盤烤豬肉下來,
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不過這就像天方夜譚,
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等了好久好久,
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蔬菜湯都冷了,
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我才認命的拿起湯匙一口一口的往嘴裡舀。
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很快的,
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那碗連肉渣都沒有,
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只有幾小塊可笑蘿蔔的蔬菜湯就這樣見底了,
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將碗放在身旁,
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好餓啊…
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趕快睡著,
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睡著就不會餓了吧?
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結論是,
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我想太多了…
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